I've gathered that I much prefer the silence
On the weathered nights of Christmas
The snow is unheard
It is your song that disturbs
Are you men of hate?
Inside of my head
You question my faith
I know of your dead
As I am replaced
You damn well realize your fears
The ancient secret has met my ears
I know of your dead
I know of your dead
I've gathered that I much prefer the silence
It's unsettling how, years ago, I could feel the embrace of darkness
It never made me tremble, I never sensed gloom
Everything was right, everything was clear
I merely desire to know what happened to those days of innocence
What have I ever done to earn this curse?
I must be a terrible person...
Should I give in to this hideous nightmare and let it reign?
Is there anything at all that will cut off this suffering?
What have I ever done to earn this curse?
I must be a terrible person...
We all have secrets
We all tell lies
Will we ever find a cure for our disease?
Or are we simply immune to guilt...?
It's no wonder he walks again
My fandom's much better than yours
My fandom has just so much more
With merchandise galore
And fans that are so hardcore
Cool, message boards
We've got hundred of fansites on the
Internet, internet, 'net
Cool, message boards
We've got hundred of fansites on the
Internet, internet, 'net
My fandom is bigger than yours
My fandom's everything and more
It's filled with candy at it's core
And all wannabes look for
Cool, message boards
We've got hundred of fansites on the
Internet, internet, 'net
Cool, message boards
We've got hundred of fansites on the
Internet, internet, 'net
Cool, message boards
We've got hundred of fansites
One time, I saw a movie
I couldn't sleep that night, it kinda scared me
Now, this house I won't leave
I'm afraid that those facehuggin' aliens will get me
Wait 'til I kill them all
I'll make them trip, and they will fall
Yeah, keep on grinin'
But you will see the truth
When I find the queen alien and kill her, too
Keep those things away from my face
Don't want them to get ideas and lay eggs
I won't stop, I have to save us all
From these bloodthirsty beasts from space
I'm gonna make them bloody crawl
Back to their stupid home
If they know what's good for their alien race
Or maybe I'll kill them all
I'll make them trip, and the
Don't wanna play on the Sims 2 for too long
Don't wanna see a green plumbob over your head
And can't you see that they need a smoke alarm?
Instead of fires, my Sims need to be fed
Welcome to a new weird obsession
It's everywhere and in every nation
Everybody's up too late at night playing
Television can wait 'til tomorrow
My Sims're the ones I'm gonna follow
Who knows what they'll get up to
Well, maybe I killed my very first few Sims
I can't help that my families always have twins
And the nannies never like to do their jobs right
So my Sims are always up all night, every night
Welcome to a new weird obsession
It's everywhere an
I once dared to look
Into your misplaced eyes
I fell so far down
I started to drown
What was mistaken as hate
Turned out to be confusion
I can't look at you now
I can see through that frown
Because your record's broken
Somethings even you can't understand
While you die on your floor of lies
Fading sanity, it's so sad
He's all you really have
He creeps up on you
Placing something like a doubt
Your mind plays with it
Keeping your candle lit
Nightmares confound you anymore
You deny it, but they're gone
You can thank him
You've found yourself a win
And you don't even know it
Because your record's broken
Somethings even you
Apparently innocent
But things run deeper
Kept inside a closet
You're just a game
But forget it, you're mine
Only temporary
But doesn't that scare you?
Escaping reality
I think I love you
But forget it, you're mine
Don't ever feel safe
Your shadow's still behind you
Insanely permanent
But I have to erase you
Leaving my guilt
It's all a dream
But forget it, you're mine
Seemingly sinister
But you laugh anyway
Tripping on lies
We'll be caught someday
But forget it, you're mine
Don't ever feel safe
Your shadow's still behind you
Don't ever feel safe
Your shadow's still behind you
I think beyond obsession
What I can't admit, I feel
What I feel is nothing real
I search my mind for possession
Taking back my hatred
But only in secret
What a hard learned lesson
My god, that's what you are
(GIVE IT AWAY)
Breathing's become difficult
What exactly do I pray to?
Sometimes I like to think you
My outline's filled with this fault
I wouldn't even think of waking up
If I hadn't hated you, how fucked
When no one's really fought
How can I resist you?
(GIVE IT AWAY)
You drowned the silence out
I watched you scream what you didn't mean
You figured that there's no hope anyway
But look at yourself
This is your hope
Countless memories you'd erase
Just to finally be safe
And though you're willing to awake
You remain unconscious
You whisper your problems
I yell out the answers, still you don't hear me
You're deaf to what you know is the truth
It's depressing you now
You know that you're dying
Countless memories you'd erase
Just to finally be safe
And though you're willing to awake
You remain unconscious
I blared the alarm
The sickening sound
It was driving on a hope
That you could be found
My living room's a mess
So I'll stay here in the kitchen
I made you something nice
But it's not in this division
Catch me if you dare
You know I'm out there
Somewhere
Honey, I don't hide
I'm right here at your side
And you can give me away
And you can send me away
But you can't wash me away
With you I'll always stay
Some say I'm addicted
To your candied medication
But as I watch the moon rise
I look to our next vacation
Pictures are just pictures
I look at yours with a pride
I know that you're away today
But forever you'll be mine
They think it's strange you like the dark
But you're not drowning in your doom
This is where you'll make your start
Inside a dead and hollow room
You'd make a plan, but it's too late
You know that all has been erased
Claiming to hate you even more
He'll push you down onto the floor
It's not a secret
If you don't need it
And if you like it
Then you'll recite it
It's not a burden
If no one's heard them
They'll play awake
One more mistake can't hurt
You're fucking strange, no one will talk to you
But this is something you don't mind
As long as he promises you won't lose
Nothing will stop you this time
Tomorrow you'll return t
I felt it in my hand
It carried a burden so heavy
I dropped it
Maybe I made a mistake
Baby drowned me in the lake
The terrible shockwaves
They made me fall to my knees
My head hurt
Maybe I made a mistake
Baby drowned me in the lake
In some way
We're all indefinitely out of key
In some way
In some way
I heard echoed prayers
It hit me then that they were mine
I was worthless
Maybe I made a mistake
Baby drowned me in the lake
I made the headlines
I'm just the kid with the gun
I'm despised
Maybe I made a mistake
Baby drowned me in the lake
In some way
We're all indefinitely out of key
In some way
In some way
I'm my own
A Broom Can't Help by SaturnsRevolution, literature
Literature
A Broom Can't Help
Broken
shards scattered everywhere
strewn across the floor
disrupting the relative clean
I can sweep them up,
throw them out,
but that does nothing for the
Broken
shards they've created in my life.
And maybe I knocked the vases to the floor,
but you sat them beside me,
and maybe I threw those bottles at the wall,
but you handed them to me,
and maybe you didn't mean to break this,
but you did.
And I helped
to make us
Broken.
Current Residence: Earth, I think. Favourite genre of music: They call it goth rock or something. Yes. I seem to stay in that area. Operating System: Windows XP. Ew. Skin of choice: YOURS. Wait, no, ew. Favourite cartoon character: Dib. Yes, still. I will always be that crazy 10-year-old who used to live for IZ. Personal Quote: Viagra wallpaper... It just stays up!
Favourite Movies
Alien. Best movie ever. End of story.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
SYSTEM OF A DOWN. They never fail to amaze me.
Favourite Writers
Lemony Snicket.
Favourite Games
UNDYING. *DIES* ...wait. Haha. Yes, I'm funny.
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS2 or the computer.
Other Interests
Mainly writing, movies, reading, improv, the internet, and various cartoons.
I've been having panic attacks. Never had one? You've no idea. They are the scariest fucking things that I've ever experienced. I'm slowly overcoming them, though. I WILL WIN. >_< So that's why I haven't been online in a week. The no updating here for a month, though? That's a different story. I am the lord of procrastination.
Sooo. That's all. 600 pageviews, though. Neato.
I'm having... uh, issues... as of right now. So... my updates have APPARENTLY been very rare. I promise to upload... something, though. Yeah. Something. Anything.
I'm still here. I just don't update. *waves* :3
Lena, lol, Spring Break u me and alot of partying lol. but serisouly i miss hanging out w/ u. i got ogt's this week ahh i hate them so much! but yah either this weekend we get together and watch movies till we fall asleep in the middle of them lmao or during spring break i'm out the last week of march. kk. so call me or get back to me and i'll give u a call. Sarah